Everything I feel for a long time .
Assalamualaikum and hye oulls .
Long time no see you , dear my cute blog . Hmmp . All this time I am so busy with the major exam , PMR . But now , yes PMR is over and now I have some time to breath . And let go everything in this . Actually there's a lot of things that happens to me , some bad , and some good . Well everything has their own pros and cons , including life . But , let me talk about some thing that I really hates and it happens today . What will you do if your friend , the one who you consider as your friend , I mean- bestfriend said that he has that kind of feeling towards you ? Feels annoying gilak kan ? Rasa dikhianati . Benci betul bila berdepan dengan keadaan ni . Bukan sekali . Tapi bukan nye boleh salahkan orang tuh ataupun perasaan dia kan . It's just there , tapi kalau dia saje nak test ataupun saje nak main main ngan benda macam ni memang akuh geramm gilakk . Ingat bende ni main main ke hah ? Tak lama akuh amik pisau asah tajam tajam korbankan dia . Mentang mentang EidulAdha kan haish -.- Tapi siriyes , akuh tak boleh ah sbb bnyk kali dah benda ni terjadi dalam hidup akuh . Understand me . Please . Sampai akuh stress gila fikir pasal ni pun ada hahaha lupakan . Tinggal sejarah .
And , I wonder where are all my girlprends time cuti ni . Dorang text , akuh balas lha , pastuh dah . Apa ni , rindu korang . Nak spill pun , spill pada blog je lah . What to do :/ Takde orang nk dengar akuh mumbling sebab memang annoying kut . Takpe . I get it lah . Waa . Kan best ada kawan macam Suria . Bahagia je hidup . Or I really need a imagination friend ? Wowowo . Cam 'kurang' je kan . So yeah , PMR is over ! It really feels like yesterday we are struggling , kelas berlambak sana sini , no time to even think about yourself and your own feeling . Yes i will miss all those memories , for the first time amik exam , kat highschool . Kau dah besar lah , nanti masuk form 4 , belajar bio fizik kimia addmath . Boleh ke hah ? Tak sangka akuh dah besar . Bukan budak kecik lagi . Cepatnya masa berlalu . Wondering about my result , camne eah ? Straight A's ? Or not ? Ya Allah , only You know what is the best for me :')
Ermmm okayh apa lagi eah ? Dah blur lah .
And here , I want to say thanks for all the people around me , who always had make me smile and laugh , no matter how bad I am , no matter how annoying I am , even when I'm mad , and crying like there's no tomorrow . Heh . Thank you a lot , and I promise I will love all of you , I will put all of those sweet and meaningful memories deep in my heart , even when you had forget this annoying little girl . I'm not perfect . I did silly things a lot . Thanks if you love me , I will love all of you a thousand times . And I realise , when I think the world had been unfair to me , feels like everybody hates me , there are some people who love me . Thanks :) Only Him can reply all your good deeds . Even when I'm gone , will all of you miss me?
wow ,
what had I wrote :/









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