Killer throwbacks? c:

Assalamualaikum :3 

Update blog ! Yeayyyy for diri sendiri kerana terlalu rajin mengupdate blog sekarang . Kite dah tak malas dah sekarang ni . Semoge tahun depan kite tak malas jugak nak belajar addmath walaupun addmath tuh susah tahap maksima nak bunuh orang . Pfffft *sile amik shotgun anda sekarang dan aim pade screen komputer mahupun laptop* 

Tonight , I dont wanna spill . I just wanna do some throwbacks again , well I hope you dont mind . 2013 banyak woo kenangan indah mahupun tak seberapa nak indah and worth to be remember . Sebab tuh kene buat throwbacks bebanyak biar nanti tak lupe akan kenangan kenangan ini pffft . Tapi malam ni nak buat throwbacks lain sikit . Throwback entri entri yang pernah ada , pernah akuh coretkan dalam belog ni . Sebenarnya dari tadi lagi akuh dengan gigihnya bace semue entri lame lame . Dan akuh perasan banyak yang pasal perasaan akuh tulis dalam ni . Kenangan . Semue tuh dah terkubur dah sekarang . Biarkan . Memang jalan takdir begitu , what can I do ? Thank you my sweetie sweet Aida , because of the sweet comment . Memang comment tuh sweet lah macam tuan dia jugak sweet pergh semua benda nak ade sweet ni pe citaa ? Aww but really so sweet of you aida ! Terharu tau ade orang suka baca belog akuh yang tak seberapa ni . Berapa kerat sangat pun dalam dunia ni orang baca belog akuh ? And yess her blog is so awesome ! Pandai tau si aida ni buat sweet dalam belog dia . For me , I dont have the courage yet to write something like that pfffft yes so lame -.- 

Let's start it guys ! Throwback #1

I think i'd lost one of my grip to keep live in my school . If the day is the last day , bad last memory between me and him . That day , he didn't talk to me . Not at all . Even look at me . Feels like , upset ? Terkilan . No more the pumping detention , no more hit the hockey stick to my legs , no more the order to take all the balls and put them in the bag . No more . That day , silence rules . How could he do this to me , ? Why am I feels like this ? Haiyaya . Bila otak dah tercabut skru . baguslah kan . Nak exam ni semua skru otak tercabut habes . 

Just hoping that the day is not the last day between us and him . 

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Yes this entry . I'm not quite sure bile I wrote this but I think in this year . Or maybe last year . Hmmp last year rasenye . Ini sangat sangat lah kenangan . I'm sorry that I used to say to you and I put my trust on you but it doesnt mean anything now . I'm sorry if you hurt because of my silly wrongdoings yes I admit that . Im not perfect . Yes I am a liar . Yes I used to lie to you about everything . And I dont mean it . Im just so confuse but now I'd made my decision . Im no longer being the old me . Please stay away from my life . Please let me go . Please forget everything  . Dear self , please . Kenangan . Yeah I do feel guilty towards you but what can I do ? I have to end this game bc it is me who start it  . And as I told you before , I dont mean it . It's a worse pfffffffffftttt stop it . Erasing everything ........

Okayh let's continue . Throwback #2

Kinda terkejut bila ^^^^ join jugak trip tuh . Macam ........... . Tak tahu laa nak cakap macam mana . Just conclusion sepanjang trip tuh ; he IS so different now . Macam jadi orang lain . Buat sombong , langsung tak tegur . Dia ingat saya patung lilin kut . Heh --' menyedapkan hati sendiri . Kenapa perlu manusia tuh berubah ? 100% pulak tuh . Can't accept the fact la guys . Rasa macam hapee je . Manusia boleh jadi sangat kejam , kadang kadang . Sangat berharap kau berubah balik laa , old friend .

I am totally a jerk . I'm sorry about that . All the animes you gave last year , just one of them that i saved . I admitted that the feeling , was there . Once . But finally i know you're not for me . I am not a good friend . Now you're gone , and I had no reason to miss you like crazy . I just hope you'll back ....

I'm sorry that i _____ him more than you . At last , the feeling towards you had died . I am so busy with my life until I forget you , someone who always there for me .

I'm sorry . You deserved someone more nice than me .

What about facebook stalker ? He always call me a facebook stalker . I don't know why . I call him a ghost game . Let's been fair . It such a nice joke . But , today you're gone . My handphone is so silent today . No messages were sent for me . Boredom . Think of you day and night . Even my mouth always say no , no way I love you . No way I will be jealous . But I think my heart say so . Don't want to lose you . Lalala . Whatever it is , I hate you today .

 I want to share my story with him , again . Joking with him , again . He did a big mistake - deactive his facebook . Where does the poke war ? Speech choir is the only way to meet him , if he join it . I can't say whatever if my heart say I really really care about it .

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Okayh yang ni memang serious punye issue . Sorry bc I had to open again this kind of story because after this I want to forget everything about this and start a new life . Dan semue ni akan terkubur selamanya . Dont judge me because this is my past , and I dont live there anymore . Dont misunderstand . Dont ever open up this issue again . Just for tonight we talk about this . Pffft Im talking to dear self . So this is the kenangan yang akuh macam tak nak mengaku akuh yang tulis macam ni doluuu doluu . Huh . Sekarang akuh pandang sebelah mate je kenangan kenangan ni semue . It hurts , and I admit that . Sekarang akuh menyampah gila dia ni . And when I see those comments like hey , I used to do that , once . Like you dear juniors . And all I got is suffering , torn apart , sakit tanpa luka . Dan tak nak akuh lalui semue tuh lagi . I hate you now . Hate gile bangang . I never knew you before . Akasyah dah lame mati lah . Dah lame . Bye kenangan . Bye please go away from me !! *gali tanah dan kuburkan kenangan kenangan ini*

Pfffft . Rasanya tuh je la kut kenangan kenangan yang I think I will be stronger and tougher without those un-useful kenangan yang kerjaya merobek jiwa hati tangkai perasaan je . And , 2014 , here I come with hanye kenangan kenangan indah yang tak akan tak pernah akuh lupa . Fuuh lengus nye tangan akuh menulis panjang panjang -.- 

Today , I met my girls at keymah's house . Dah selamat habiskan That Winter The Wind Blows , such a mean yet sweet and cool story ! What to do during holiday , korean movies , ticked . The unticked one is novel . How come aa ? Im no longer a novel addicter now and that bother me a lot ! I want to be such a bookworm again !  Cis terima je lah kenyataan kau tuh semakin malas tskk tskk . 5 days more to school , or should I say 4 ? Pfffft . I hate it . Dengan buku rujukan yang masih belum dibelek apatah lagi dihadamkan isi kandungan nye , how can I face 2014? Emotionally , ready for it . But when it comes to study , of course definitely no ! Oh yeaa . And form four IS NOT A HONEYMOON YEAR . Bear that in mind , inche minda . 

Please dont break my hear and judge me . Im just trying to be honest :( 

Till then ,

MM :*

weyh i want to do some 2013 throwbacks again . and this is not one of them . I promise I will do that entry after this and it is not a killer throwback ! 

Killer throwbacks? c:

Assalamualaikum :3 

Update blog ! Yeayyyy for diri sendiri kerana terlalu rajin mengupdate blog sekarang . Kite dah tak malas dah sekarang ni . Semoge tahun depan kite tak malas jugak nak belajar addmath walaupun addmath tuh susah tahap maksima nak bunuh orang . Pfffft *sile amik shotgun anda sekarang dan aim pade screen komputer mahupun laptop* 

Tonight , I dont wanna spill . I just wanna do some throwbacks again , well I hope you dont mind . 2013 banyak woo kenangan indah mahupun tak seberapa nak indah and worth to be remember . Sebab tuh kene buat throwbacks bebanyak biar nanti tak lupe akan kenangan kenangan ini pffft . Tapi malam ni nak buat throwbacks lain sikit . Throwback entri entri yang pernah ada , pernah akuh coretkan dalam belog ni . Sebenarnya dari tadi lagi akuh dengan gigihnya bace semue entri lame lame . Dan akuh perasan banyak yang pasal perasaan akuh tulis dalam ni . Kenangan . Semue tuh dah terkubur dah sekarang . Biarkan . Memang jalan takdir begitu , what can I do ? Thank you my sweetie sweet Aida , because of the sweet comment . Memang comment tuh sweet lah macam tuan dia jugak sweet pergh semua benda nak ade sweet ni pe citaa ? Aww but really so sweet of you aida ! Terharu tau ade orang suka baca belog akuh yang tak seberapa ni . Berapa kerat sangat pun dalam dunia ni orang baca belog akuh ? And yess her blog is so awesome ! Pandai tau si aida ni buat sweet dalam belog dia . For me , I dont have the courage yet to write something like that pfffft yes so lame -.- 

Let's start it guys ! Throwback #1

I think i'd lost one of my grip to keep live in my school . If the day is the last day , bad last memory between me and him . That day , he didn't talk to me . Not at all . Even look at me . Feels like , upset ? Terkilan . No more the pumping detention , no more hit the hockey stick to my legs , no more the order to take all the balls and put them in the bag . No more . That day , silence rules . How could he do this to me , ? Why am I feels like this ? Haiyaya . Bila otak dah tercabut skru . baguslah kan . Nak exam ni semua skru otak tercabut habes . 

Just hoping that the day is not the last day between us and him . 

~*~*~*~* 

Yes this entry . I'm not quite sure bile I wrote this but I think in this year . Or maybe last year . Hmmp last year rasenye . Ini sangat sangat lah kenangan . I'm sorry that I used to say to you and I put my trust on you but it doesnt mean anything now . I'm sorry if you hurt because of my silly wrongdoings yes I admit that . Im not perfect . Yes I am a liar . Yes I used to lie to you about everything . And I dont mean it . Im just so confuse but now I'd made my decision . Im no longer being the old me . Please stay away from my life . Please let me go . Please forget everything  . Dear self , please . Kenangan . Yeah I do feel guilty towards you but what can I do ? I have to end this game bc it is me who start it  . And as I told you before , I dont mean it . It's a worse pfffffffffftttt stop it . Erasing everything ........

Okayh let's continue . Throwback #2

Kinda terkejut bila ^^^^ join jugak trip tuh . Macam ........... . Tak tahu laa nak cakap macam mana . Just conclusion sepanjang trip tuh ; he IS so different now . Macam jadi orang lain . Buat sombong , langsung tak tegur . Dia ingat saya patung lilin kut . Heh --' menyedapkan hati sendiri . Kenapa perlu manusia tuh berubah ? 100% pulak tuh . Can't accept the fact la guys . Rasa macam hapee je . Manusia boleh jadi sangat kejam , kadang kadang . Sangat berharap kau berubah balik laa , old friend .

I am totally a jerk . I'm sorry about that . All the animes you gave last year , just one of them that i saved . I admitted that the feeling , was there . Once . But finally i know you're not for me . I am not a good friend . Now you're gone , and I had no reason to miss you like crazy . I just hope you'll back ....

I'm sorry that i _____ him more than you . At last , the feeling towards you had died . I am so busy with my life until I forget you , someone who always there for me .

I'm sorry . You deserved someone more nice than me .

What about facebook stalker ? He always call me a facebook stalker . I don't know why . I call him a ghost game . Let's been fair . It such a nice joke . But , today you're gone . My handphone is so silent today . No messages were sent for me . Boredom . Think of you day and night . Even my mouth always say no , no way I love you . No way I will be jealous . But I think my heart say so . Don't want to lose you . Lalala . Whatever it is , I hate you today .

 I want to share my story with him , again . Joking with him , again . He did a big mistake - deactive his facebook . Where does the poke war ? Speech choir is the only way to meet him , if he join it . I can't say whatever if my heart say I really really care about it .

~*~*~*~*~*~

Okayh yang ni memang serious punye issue . Sorry bc I had to open again this kind of story because after this I want to forget everything about this and start a new life . Dan semue ni akan terkubur selamanya . Dont judge me because this is my past , and I dont live there anymore . Dont misunderstand . Dont ever open up this issue again . Just for tonight we talk about this . Pffft Im talking to dear self . So this is the kenangan yang akuh macam tak nak mengaku akuh yang tulis macam ni doluuu doluu . Huh . Sekarang akuh pandang sebelah mate je kenangan kenangan ni semue . It hurts , and I admit that . Sekarang akuh menyampah gila dia ni . And when I see those comments like hey , I used to do that , once . Like you dear juniors . And all I got is suffering , torn apart , sakit tanpa luka . Dan tak nak akuh lalui semue tuh lagi . I hate you now . Hate gile bangang . I never knew you before . Akasyah dah lame mati lah . Dah lame . Bye kenangan . Bye please go away from me !! *gali tanah dan kuburkan kenangan kenangan ini*

Pfffft . Rasanya tuh je la kut kenangan kenangan yang I think I will be stronger and tougher without those un-useful kenangan yang kerjaya merobek jiwa hati tangkai perasaan je . And , 2014 , here I come with hanye kenangan kenangan indah yang tak akan tak pernah akuh lupa . Fuuh lengus nye tangan akuh menulis panjang panjang -.- 

Today , I met my girls at keymah's house . Dah selamat habiskan That Winter The Wind Blows , such a mean yet sweet and cool story ! What to do during holiday , korean movies , ticked . The unticked one is novel . How come aa ? Im no longer a novel addicter now and that bother me a lot ! I want to be such a bookworm again !  Cis terima je lah kenyataan kau tuh semakin malas tskk tskk . 5 days more to school , or should I say 4 ? Pfffft . I hate it . Dengan buku rujukan yang masih belum dibelek apatah lagi dihadamkan isi kandungan nye , how can I face 2014? Emotionally , ready for it . But when it comes to study , of course definitely no ! Oh yeaa . And form four IS NOT A HONEYMOON YEAR . Bear that in mind , inche minda . 

Please dont break my hear and judge me . Im just trying to be honest :( 

Till then ,

MM :*

weyh i want to do some 2013 throwbacks again . and this is not one of them . I promise I will do that entry after this and it is not a killer throwback !