Lost Secrets .

Assalamualaikum , sekalian .

Home , again . But it is a hectic week . SBP Diagnostic exam is now on , ya ampun mintak kekuatan yang setinggi tinggi nya , for us , form four students . Had answered the bahasa melayu papers . Paper 1 is kinda okay , but i dont hope too much . But paper 2 sakai betul . Jawab je apa yang tahu . Boleh jawab , memang boleh . Tapi either it's right or wrong la . You know what , sometimes things that we thought we could get , those things which will make us kuciwa frust menonggeng . So i dont even think I can get such a good result . Cukup cukup makan kut . Redha je lah . Benda dah lepas . Tapi benda yang akan datang ni pun , preparations yang tidaklah banyak macam orang lain . Cuti ni , lagha banyak sebenarnya . Orang study , kau buat benda lain . Dan sekarang tengah study sejarah sebenarnya tapi baru bab 4 . Dari semalam . Heh . Upsetting .

I know .

Pray for me , to be more hardworking than before . Minggu depan physics , addmath , pai . Yeah I a bad result masa exam sebelum ini . This year punya pembelajaran , RUINED . My fault , yes my fault . Tadi bila check followers , terbuka blog Kak Manda . Terbuka ? Tak . Sengaja buka . Nak dapat inspirations sikit * tengah tengah study sejarah kan *

"Kalau kamu jadikan Allah sebagai sumber kekuatan, pasti kamu akan menjadi kuat. lebih kuat dari apa yang kamu sangka."

So i found this sentence , right after I opened the link . I guess , it was deep . It's all under His plans , anyway . We cant deny any of them . If it destined to happen , then it will . Without any objections . And to be strong , we really need him . Turn to him . Self reminder . For this soul who keep thinking about Dunia . And , for you guys too . 

Before I end my entry * feeling public speaking * 

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
Berada di tempatku
Membayangkan pahit manis berlalu
Entah siapa yang tahu

Mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan
Berdepan dengan kata menyesakkan
Takkan tugumu kebal
Tiada pertimbangan

Keheningan malam membangunkan
Kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
Andai kau jujur memahami
Tiadaku menjauhi

Dan kisahku yang masih panjang
Menambahkan berat yang memandang
Lantas ku pendam
Ku putuskan biarlah rahsia

Im not a great fan of Datuk Siti , but the lyrics somehow , touch my heart . It's deep enough ( if you have the same thought as mine ) . If you found the lyrics is nothing , then maybe you dont even know me well after all . Sounds harsh , but it is . And the lyrics have something in common with this entry's title . Haha complicated enough ? And the quotes too . Sorry maybe I try to inspire people but I kenot . Well who cares 'neway . Bye . Wishing to go through this killing exam month and still alive . Okay like Katniss Everdeen gitew . Tak habis habis . A vacation right after the exam ! Cant wait for that . And this raya holiday means kinda nothing to me . Only the love to Minhyuk Oppa was up and up . Ngeh lol . Bye . Ok I guess this is the second 'bye' already .

_amlndma

Lost Secrets .

Assalamualaikum , sekalian .

Home , again . But it is a hectic week . SBP Diagnostic exam is now on , ya ampun mintak kekuatan yang setinggi tinggi nya , for us , form four students . Had answered the bahasa melayu papers . Paper 1 is kinda okay , but i dont hope too much . But paper 2 sakai betul . Jawab je apa yang tahu . Boleh jawab , memang boleh . Tapi either it's right or wrong la . You know what , sometimes things that we thought we could get , those things which will make us kuciwa frust menonggeng . So i dont even think I can get such a good result . Cukup cukup makan kut . Redha je lah . Benda dah lepas . Tapi benda yang akan datang ni pun , preparations yang tidaklah banyak macam orang lain . Cuti ni , lagha banyak sebenarnya . Orang study , kau buat benda lain . Dan sekarang tengah study sejarah sebenarnya tapi baru bab 4 . Dari semalam . Heh . Upsetting .

I know .

Pray for me , to be more hardworking than before . Minggu depan physics , addmath , pai . Yeah I a bad result masa exam sebelum ini . This year punya pembelajaran , RUINED . My fault , yes my fault . Tadi bila check followers , terbuka blog Kak Manda . Terbuka ? Tak . Sengaja buka . Nak dapat inspirations sikit * tengah tengah study sejarah kan *

"Kalau kamu jadikan Allah sebagai sumber kekuatan, pasti kamu akan menjadi kuat. lebih kuat dari apa yang kamu sangka."

So i found this sentence , right after I opened the link . I guess , it was deep . It's all under His plans , anyway . We cant deny any of them . If it destined to happen , then it will . Without any objections . And to be strong , we really need him . Turn to him . Self reminder . For this soul who keep thinking about Dunia . And , for you guys too . 

Before I end my entry * feeling public speaking * 

Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika
Berada di tempatku
Membayangkan pahit manis berlalu
Entah siapa yang tahu

Mungkin nanti kau jua merasakan
Berdepan dengan kata menyesakkan
Takkan tugumu kebal
Tiada pertimbangan

Keheningan malam membangunkan
Kepayahan jiwa meluahkan
Andai kau jujur memahami
Tiadaku menjauhi

Dan kisahku yang masih panjang
Menambahkan berat yang memandang
Lantas ku pendam
Ku putuskan biarlah rahsia

Im not a great fan of Datuk Siti , but the lyrics somehow , touch my heart . It's deep enough ( if you have the same thought as mine ) . If you found the lyrics is nothing , then maybe you dont even know me well after all . Sounds harsh , but it is . And the lyrics have something in common with this entry's title . Haha complicated enough ? And the quotes too . Sorry maybe I try to inspire people but I kenot . Well who cares 'neway . Bye . Wishing to go through this killing exam month and still alive . Okay like Katniss Everdeen gitew . Tak habis habis . A vacation right after the exam ! Cant wait for that . And this raya holiday means kinda nothing to me . Only the love to Minhyuk Oppa was up and up . Ngeh lol . Bye . Ok I guess this is the second 'bye' already .

_amlndma