Hidden Battle .

Assalamualaikum .

Actually , I dont even know what to tell you guys , what to write in this entry . I just want to update my blog , as you guys know , time goes by , and I only got three weeks left before I leave home , before the holidays ends , before the actual war starts . Sigh . Seventeen already huh myna ? Then act like one . But yeah , I will never ready to grow up . I will never be . I wish I was still young and small that I can sleep in my mom's hug every night . Is it too much to ask? Well , everybody have a hidden battle inside themselves . A war in their mind and soul . So do I . And it happens most of the time . Those scars .

Talking about future scares me . I cant imagine if I cant do well in my SPM and got a  *worth to throw into the dustbin* result . I hope itzz not gonna be that way lah ,

Enough . Dont wanna talk about that because I dont wanna mess up my mind with those thingy .

Holiday -what do you expect from that ? Study ? I have no strength to do that . Really .

Eyes Nose Lips - The current song I keep on repeating in my mind after Blank Space.

Just to share .

Mianhae mianhae hajima

Nega chorahe jijana

palgan yepun ipsulo

oso narul jugigo ga

Nanun gwen chana

Maji maguro narul bara bajwo

Amurochi an nandut usojwo

Niga bogo shi pute

Giokal su ige

Naye morisoge ni ogul guril su ige

Nol bonel su om nun naye yokshimi

Jip cha gi de yot nol ga dot go

Hokshi i ron na te me himduron ni

Amu de dap hom nun no

pa bo cho rom we

Norul ji u jimote

non to na bo ryon nunde

HMM

No ye nun ko ip

Nal manjidon ni son-gil

Jageun sontop kajida

Yo jon ni nol nukil su ijiman

kojin bulko chorom

Tade roga boril

Uri sarang modu da

Nomu apujiman ijen nol chu ogira burulge

Saranghae saranghae jiman

Nega bujok hesona bwa

Hokshi uyoni rado

Hansuna manirado nol

Bol su isulka

haruga niga buranhejo

Ne modun ge galsurok himihejo

Sajin soge nonun we

He marke utnunde

Uriyege daga onun ibyorul morun che

Nol bonel su om nun naye yokshimi

Jip cha gi de yot nol ga dot go

Hokshi ireon na te me himduron ni

Amu de dap hom nun no

babo chorom we

Norul ji u jimote

non to na bo ryon nunde

No ye nun ko ip

Nal manjidon ni son-gil

Jagun sontop kajida

Yo jon ni nol nukil su ijiman

kojin bulko chorom

Tade roga borin

Uri sarang modu da

Nomu apujiman ijen nol chu ogira burulge

Manul barabodon noye kaman nun

Hangiron sumul damun noye ko

Saranghe saranghe nege soksagidon gu ipsuru na

No ye nun ko ip

Nal manjidon ni son-gil

Jagun sontop kajida

Yo jon ni nol nukil su ijiman

kojin bulko chorom

Tade roga borin

Uri sarang modu da

Nomu apujiman ijen nol chu ogira burulge

Don’t be sorry,
that makes me more pitiful.
With your pretty red lips
please hurry, kill me and go.
I’m all right.
Look at me one last time
Smile like nothing’s wrong,
so when I miss you I can remember.
So I can draw your face in my mind.

My selfishness that couldn’t let you go
turned into an obsession that imprisoned you.
Were you hurt because of me?
You sit silently.
Why am I a fool, why can’t I forget you.
You’re already gone.

Your eyes, nose, lips
Your touch that used to touch me,
to the ends of your fingertips.
I can still feel you

but like a burnt out flame,
burnt and destroyed
all of our love
it hurts so much, but now I’ll call you a memory.

Love you, loved you
I must have not been enough
Maybe I could see you just once by coincidence.
Everyday I grow restless,
Everything about you is becoming faint.
You smile back in our pictures,
unknowing of our approaching farewell.

My selfishness that couldn’t let you go
turned into an obsession that imprisoned you
Were you hurt because of me?
You sit silently.
Why am I a fool, why can’t I forget you.
You’re already gone.

Your eyes, nose, lips
Your touch that used to touch me,
to the ends of your fingertips.
I can still feel you

but like a burnt out flame,
burnt and destroyed
all of our love
it hurts so much, but now I’ll call you a memory.

Your black eyes that only saw me
Your nose that held the sweetest breath
Your lips that whispered ‘i love you, i love you’..I….

Your eyes, nose, lips
Your touch that used to touch me,
to the ends of your fingertips.
I can still feel you

but like a burnt out flame,
burnt and destroyed
all of our love.
it hurts so much, but now I’ll call you a memory.

Taeyang ! MAMA 2014 daebak !

Hidden Battle .

Assalamualaikum .

Actually , I dont even know what to tell you guys , what to write in this entry . I just want to update my blog , as you guys know , time goes by , and I only got three weeks left before I leave home , before the holidays ends , before the actual war starts . Sigh . Seventeen already huh myna ? Then act like one . But yeah , I will never ready to grow up . I will never be . I wish I was still young and small that I can sleep in my mom's hug every night . Is it too much to ask? Well , everybody have a hidden battle inside themselves . A war in their mind and soul . So do I . And it happens most of the time . Those scars .

Talking about future scares me . I cant imagine if I cant do well in my SPM and got a  *worth to throw into the dustbin* result . I hope itzz not gonna be that way lah ,

Enough . Dont wanna talk about that because I dont wanna mess up my mind with those thingy .

Holiday -what do you expect from that ? Study ? I have no strength to do that . Really .

Eyes Nose Lips - The current song I keep on repeating in my mind after Blank Space.

Just to share .

Mianhae mianhae hajima

Nega chorahe jijana

palgan yepun ipsulo

oso narul jugigo ga

Nanun gwen chana

Maji maguro narul bara bajwo

Amurochi an nandut usojwo

Niga bogo shi pute

Giokal su ige

Naye morisoge ni ogul guril su ige

Nol bonel su om nun naye yokshimi

Jip cha gi de yot nol ga dot go

Hokshi i ron na te me himduron ni

Amu de dap hom nun no

pa bo cho rom we

Norul ji u jimote

non to na bo ryon nunde

HMM

No ye nun ko ip

Nal manjidon ni son-gil

Jageun sontop kajida

Yo jon ni nol nukil su ijiman

kojin bulko chorom

Tade roga boril

Uri sarang modu da

Nomu apujiman ijen nol chu ogira burulge

Saranghae saranghae jiman

Nega bujok hesona bwa

Hokshi uyoni rado

Hansuna manirado nol

Bol su isulka

haruga niga buranhejo

Ne modun ge galsurok himihejo

Sajin soge nonun we

He marke utnunde

Uriyege daga onun ibyorul morun che

Nol bonel su om nun naye yokshimi

Jip cha gi de yot nol ga dot go

Hokshi ireon na te me himduron ni

Amu de dap hom nun no

babo chorom we

Norul ji u jimote

non to na bo ryon nunde

No ye nun ko ip

Nal manjidon ni son-gil

Jagun sontop kajida

Yo jon ni nol nukil su ijiman

kojin bulko chorom

Tade roga borin

Uri sarang modu da

Nomu apujiman ijen nol chu ogira burulge

Manul barabodon noye kaman nun

Hangiron sumul damun noye ko

Saranghe saranghe nege soksagidon gu ipsuru na

No ye nun ko ip

Nal manjidon ni son-gil

Jagun sontop kajida

Yo jon ni nol nukil su ijiman

kojin bulko chorom

Tade roga borin

Uri sarang modu da

Nomu apujiman ijen nol chu ogira burulge

Don’t be sorry,
that makes me more pitiful.
With your pretty red lips
please hurry, kill me and go.
I’m all right.
Look at me one last time
Smile like nothing’s wrong,
so when I miss you I can remember.
So I can draw your face in my mind.

My selfishness that couldn’t let you go
turned into an obsession that imprisoned you.
Were you hurt because of me?
You sit silently.
Why am I a fool, why can’t I forget you.
You’re already gone.

Your eyes, nose, lips
Your touch that used to touch me,
to the ends of your fingertips.
I can still feel you

but like a burnt out flame,
burnt and destroyed
all of our love
it hurts so much, but now I’ll call you a memory.

Love you, loved you
I must have not been enough
Maybe I could see you just once by coincidence.
Everyday I grow restless,
Everything about you is becoming faint.
You smile back in our pictures,
unknowing of our approaching farewell.

My selfishness that couldn’t let you go
turned into an obsession that imprisoned you
Were you hurt because of me?
You sit silently.
Why am I a fool, why can’t I forget you.
You’re already gone.

Your eyes, nose, lips
Your touch that used to touch me,
to the ends of your fingertips.
I can still feel you

but like a burnt out flame,
burnt and destroyed
all of our love
it hurts so much, but now I’ll call you a memory.

Your black eyes that only saw me
Your nose that held the sweetest breath
Your lips that whispered ‘i love you, i love you’..I….

Your eyes, nose, lips
Your touch that used to touch me,
to the ends of your fingertips.
I can still feel you

but like a burnt out flame,
burnt and destroyed
all of our love.
it hurts so much, but now I’ll call you a memory.

Taeyang ! MAMA 2014 daebak !