SPM's life so far.

Assalamualaikum :')

Hey we meet again lyloz ! ( okay pemende ) rasa nak update blog lepas blogwalking sikit sikit , fuh biasalah , fav bloggers - kak fatin , kak irine , kak maria elena . still a typical girl heh kesah . ingat nk update blog dari semalam , semalam rabu enn , ingat nk buat entry wordless wednesday enn , tapi apakan daya . tidur awal semalam . sebab x nak rasa rugi berada di rumah kalau x tidur awal . because , i know that i wont get this chance kat sekolah ! jadual penuh gilos , dan kalau kau tidur awal dan tak stay up itu maknanya- homework kau tak siap ! sheesh , that kind of life . bila nak lepas , bila nak be free from all this T^T cehh, banyak bunyi . baru SPM myna . Life kat u nanti tatawu lah macam mana .

So , it's already in the mid of February . January is treating me good or not? All i can say , hmmp like my entry before this lah . Hard . so hard . I was like exhausted all time trying to figure out what to do . Okay bayangkan the only time we got to do our own work is masa malam tu, lepas prep. But for me , boleh lah kan curik sikit masa riadah tuh since im not playing any sports and games ( which makes me more fat O.O ) but still rasa penat . sabarjela :") I was shocked bcs I never thought life would be like this . I thought same like PMR dulu but I salah . It's more mainstream , and requires you to be really tough maynn ! I tak ingat sangat lah things yang jadik masa Jan ni sbb either akuh malas nk ingt smula or mmg semulajadi lupa or sibuk sangat . Tapi one thing akuh ingat pasal exam lah . Teruk , real teruk :") result akuh macam harammmmmm . argh . rasa nak salahkan diri sendiri tapi , memang dh buat pun . apa boleh buat . tapi the worst feeling is bila orang lain dapat result okay , kau yang tak . worst feeling ever that took me crying for one whole evening amagadd . mata bengkak dont care . sedih for the whole day . padahal x dapat result sepenuhnya lagi pun tapi centu ah . kadang fikir akuh tak layak pun duk kelas tuh . and not suits me well !

tuh baru second elite class , bukan first lagi pun . dah rasa tak layak . hmmp . i realised that i really kenot living with the nerds ! nerds, especially in the study matter lah . ah bosan la . tapi apa boleh buat . i mean , yes you should work hard in your exam kan , tapi havent you heard about theres a lot of cool ways to hv a good result without having to be so nerds? k pebenda . sabar lagi dan sabar . kehidupan akuh menyedihkan sebenarnya lah . kalau akuh pikir balik . argh . complicated betul life akuh ni kan . mwahahahhaha ( k i sounds like a pesakit mental sia )

and in Jan also I feel sad about " that " . omg . i know that i shouldnt be like this , i should be more cool and not drown in my emotions , but im sorry . I dont usually feel like this , you know? but i dont know why , i feel like i cant take it anymore . please . i have that one kind of thing named feeling too. Im still a typical girl yang ada that , perasaan of jeles sampai rasa nak mengamuk to every person walaupun x melibatkan orang tuh . Im still a typical girl :') and i wont change nor grow up . I hope that you ll understand that , pretty mayn . maybe ada yang i dont take care of your feelings or you terasa or whateva . okay im sorry for that . hmmp . life is uncontrolled now membuatkan akuh susah nak accept benda yang orang kata " biasa " , bila akuh betul tak suka . haih .

And i know that i love words way more than numbers ! mathematics areeeeee notzzz my kind of thing . baru sedar ke lol . language is better . and in this year , I got my new bae !!!!!!
Which is , my new spectacles hehe . Tak rabun teruk pun , tapi still x nampak . I dont want to depend my whole life to " it " to see T^T tak nak pakai untuk selamanyaaaaaaaaaa . walaupun dulu akuh nak gila pakai hahaha . tapi tu dulu . sekarang ni akuh rasa rimas lah ada spek TT_TT

Okay lah i want to do my work . School work , to be exact , with "S" at the back of that word . Espiyem , espiyem . Oh yeah the happy part before balik is bila Tun Sri Lanang jadi juara SESMATHON weeeee~ so proud and so terharu . I feel like tears keluar sikit bila lepas dia announce tuh tahu tak . Well , you might say that im over or what , but you just dont know about what we had going through , in order to achieve this . Yes , kitorang dipulau oleh rumah sukan lain sbb kesalahan senior terdahulu . Adil ke macam tu? Adil? Argh stress ku pikir . And rasa penat lelah tulis atas kain pakai atas kepala ( i dont know whats the right term for it heheh ) tuh terbayar lah . Adik adik rumah biru , maseh . Akak rasa tak apa lah akak tak siap report chemistry pun demi rumah biru :') bhahaha.

eh apa akuh nak tulis tadi . aaaaa k la . chow ! i took one hour and lebih kut nak siapkan satu entry ! hohoh -..-

im home,
again,
with tears,
and gain. 

your love,

mynn

SPM's life so far.

Assalamualaikum :')

Hey we meet again lyloz ! ( okay pemende ) rasa nak update blog lepas blogwalking sikit sikit , fuh biasalah , fav bloggers - kak fatin , kak irine , kak maria elena . still a typical girl heh kesah . ingat nk update blog dari semalam , semalam rabu enn , ingat nk buat entry wordless wednesday enn , tapi apakan daya . tidur awal semalam . sebab x nak rasa rugi berada di rumah kalau x tidur awal . because , i know that i wont get this chance kat sekolah ! jadual penuh gilos , dan kalau kau tidur awal dan tak stay up itu maknanya- homework kau tak siap ! sheesh , that kind of life . bila nak lepas , bila nak be free from all this T^T cehh, banyak bunyi . baru SPM myna . Life kat u nanti tatawu lah macam mana .

So , it's already in the mid of February . January is treating me good or not? All i can say , hmmp like my entry before this lah . Hard . so hard . I was like exhausted all time trying to figure out what to do . Okay bayangkan the only time we got to do our own work is masa malam tu, lepas prep. But for me , boleh lah kan curik sikit masa riadah tuh since im not playing any sports and games ( which makes me more fat O.O ) but still rasa penat . sabarjela :") I was shocked bcs I never thought life would be like this . I thought same like PMR dulu but I salah . It's more mainstream , and requires you to be really tough maynn ! I tak ingat sangat lah things yang jadik masa Jan ni sbb either akuh malas nk ingt smula or mmg semulajadi lupa or sibuk sangat . Tapi one thing akuh ingat pasal exam lah . Teruk , real teruk :") result akuh macam harammmmmm . argh . rasa nak salahkan diri sendiri tapi , memang dh buat pun . apa boleh buat . tapi the worst feeling is bila orang lain dapat result okay , kau yang tak . worst feeling ever that took me crying for one whole evening amagadd . mata bengkak dont care . sedih for the whole day . padahal x dapat result sepenuhnya lagi pun tapi centu ah . kadang fikir akuh tak layak pun duk kelas tuh . and not suits me well !

tuh baru second elite class , bukan first lagi pun . dah rasa tak layak . hmmp . i realised that i really kenot living with the nerds ! nerds, especially in the study matter lah . ah bosan la . tapi apa boleh buat . i mean , yes you should work hard in your exam kan , tapi havent you heard about theres a lot of cool ways to hv a good result without having to be so nerds? k pebenda . sabar lagi dan sabar . kehidupan akuh menyedihkan sebenarnya lah . kalau akuh pikir balik . argh . complicated betul life akuh ni kan . mwahahahhaha ( k i sounds like a pesakit mental sia )

and in Jan also I feel sad about " that " . omg . i know that i shouldnt be like this , i should be more cool and not drown in my emotions , but im sorry . I dont usually feel like this , you know? but i dont know why , i feel like i cant take it anymore . please . i have that one kind of thing named feeling too. Im still a typical girl yang ada that , perasaan of jeles sampai rasa nak mengamuk to every person walaupun x melibatkan orang tuh . Im still a typical girl :') and i wont change nor grow up . I hope that you ll understand that , pretty mayn . maybe ada yang i dont take care of your feelings or you terasa or whateva . okay im sorry for that . hmmp . life is uncontrolled now membuatkan akuh susah nak accept benda yang orang kata " biasa " , bila akuh betul tak suka . haih .

And i know that i love words way more than numbers ! mathematics areeeeee notzzz my kind of thing . baru sedar ke lol . language is better . and in this year , I got my new bae !!!!!!
Which is , my new spectacles hehe . Tak rabun teruk pun , tapi still x nampak . I dont want to depend my whole life to " it " to see T^T tak nak pakai untuk selamanyaaaaaaaaaa . walaupun dulu akuh nak gila pakai hahaha . tapi tu dulu . sekarang ni akuh rasa rimas lah ada spek TT_TT

Okay lah i want to do my work . School work , to be exact , with "S" at the back of that word . Espiyem , espiyem . Oh yeah the happy part before balik is bila Tun Sri Lanang jadi juara SESMATHON weeeee~ so proud and so terharu . I feel like tears keluar sikit bila lepas dia announce tuh tahu tak . Well , you might say that im over or what , but you just dont know about what we had going through , in order to achieve this . Yes , kitorang dipulau oleh rumah sukan lain sbb kesalahan senior terdahulu . Adil ke macam tu? Adil? Argh stress ku pikir . And rasa penat lelah tulis atas kain pakai atas kepala ( i dont know whats the right term for it heheh ) tuh terbayar lah . Adik adik rumah biru , maseh . Akak rasa tak apa lah akak tak siap report chemistry pun demi rumah biru :') bhahaha.

eh apa akuh nak tulis tadi . aaaaa k la . chow ! i took one hour and lebih kut nak siapkan satu entry ! hohoh -..-

im home,
again,
with tears,
and gain. 

your love,

mynn