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Happy Birthday Baby !

Assalamualaikum.

So , people. This aint gonna be my post , because this post belongs to my sweetness.


The first time I saw you, I was so mesmerized. It was because your two dimples were so attractive. They were so deep like you were having two holes on both on your cheeks. And when you smiled, people could clearly saw them. People said that you were cute , beautiful, tall and thin. Especially when you went up to our study room with your red shawl. You always wore that shawl back in the old days. And they said you were very very effortlessly smart. Of course , the first freshie that managed to get your name in the top, in the list of after-exam positions. How could we did not talked about you? I barely knew you last year. But that did not mean we were completely strangers. No. You knew how to do silly jokes and talked about kpops and bigbang. You were not nerd. You were so cool.

This year , we became so overly attached with each other. I wonder why ? You were so nice. That night when I was fell sick , you scold me for sleeping outside. You asked me to go to sleep inside your dorm. You took care of me. Like a mother took care of his daughter. Like a sister took care of his younger sister. Like a bestfriend took care of her bestfriend. So blessed to have you around. And you had a very good talent in , well you know, writing novels and deep words. I love to read them. Sometimes I did not understand what were you writing about but I still keep on reading them. Just for you to know that I love people with words , and quotes , and deep thoughts.

Sometimes I feel like I was a bad influence to you. Me, The unsmart , unprofessional. Sometimes I did not talked to you. Because I did not want to bother you with your studies. I wanted to give you some spaces to do what you wanted to do because you were that organized girl. You knew what you wanted to read everynight. Remember when you told me that you wanted to read biology and ended up at least one chapter of them before sleep? Yeah. And sometimes I think you were so fed up with me. I did not know why too. Maybe bcs I think that you were so perfect , compared to me. Sorry. Deeply sorry for acting dumb like that. We love to sleep together. Remember when the first time I sleep on your bed? And when we slept at Bella's dorm. You , me and her-perfect trio. I love both of you. Oh remember the "level-up" game? hahahahaha so obviously funny. You are my mereput partner always !  And masa polis mari sekolah tuh I sat beside you, masa open your eyes programme pun I sat beside you. Yep , we were so overly attached you know !

Thank you for teaching me in addmath. The old days, outside my dorm , until 1:am in the morning. Sometimes we talked about something else gak bila tengah buat addmath tuh hewhew. Okay, already got your VIP lightstick? You said you wanted to ask Bella send it to you. I really thought we could went to her house during this holiday, but....................hmp. Kesembangan cuma tinggal kesembangan. Palli , it's not raining heavily already. Lets have a short getaway ! I really need a vacation especially with you~~~ big bad wolf is waiting for us baby ! * emojisukasampaimenangis

I cant stand it watching you crying. Senang sangat tersentuh bila tengok mu nangis. Because it feels true. It feels truly sad. Mana pernah mu  nangis before aite. Malam kita salam salam tu , you cried &&& I really want to comfort you at best. Jangan nangis Shiqin , nanti kita jumpa balik, InsyaAllah. One day when I found a tall girl as a lawyer have a handsome husband and three kids, I will know that she is you kikikiki.

You know Shiqin , I screw up my SPM papers. So truly truly bad. I just hope that I'll get straight As. Maybe yes , or maybe no. And my addmath paper...........thank you Shiqin for that hug when I was crying at the surau right after Addmath paper. you said "kita dah buat bahagian kita, tinggal kat Allah je untuk buat bahagian dia." Ya Allah so sweet of you :') Thank you Shiqin thank you so much :')

Okay , enough of the throwback.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIQIN ! May Allah bless you in wherever you are , whatever you do. Sedih sangat sebab dah lame tak dengar suara mung ngan peluk mung. Where are you SHIQIN? Balik rumah terus senyap :"( Takpelah I knew you ll read this. Semoga boleh jadi lawyer yang hebat. Boleh sambung study luar negara. Nanti gy oversea jangan lah lupa akuh, manusia yang so overly attached with you sampai wrote two appreciation posts in your notebook ihihihihi*ketawa sopan* Jangan lah lupa kenangan kenangan kita okies baby. Especially masa SPM ~~ semoga bahagia tau Shiqin. Kalau tak dengan Lemi pun biarlah dengan Seannie, kalau tak dengan Seannie pun biarlah dengan someone yang you know he loves you very very much. Kita kan dah janji nak move on sama sama, ingat?  Be good in uni's life tau I wont be there but jangan lah lupa akuh yang manja ini. ( walaupun lagi tua dari mu huhuhuhu ) Bye, forever love , ILY XOXO

Thanks sebab mintak appreciation post dalam blog akuh. You're the first person ! Thnks sbb faham deep deep frust akuh segala. I want to meet you in future baby, please :'(


your fav "kesembangan terserlah" girl,
mynn




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