Sing For December.

Assalamualaikum. Peace be upon you earthlings.

Kemain kan tajuk. Tuh senanya nak tiru lagu Exo sempena bulan ni. "Sing For You". Best lagu tuh slow je. Lyrics pun deep gila but lain kali lah share. So what are you up to guys? I totally knew that I havent update this blog for a very very very long time. Sorry guys. Sometimes Im too absorb my kemalasan ( omg nak tetiba teringat ada orang panggil akuh lazy ass. tak guna ngat :')) sometimes dah nak tulis tetibe internet buat hal , saket hati gellss la. sometimes, akuh busy. Yah you know the DEADLY SPM.  now its over yeayyyyyy i can mereput at home like a free bird yeay. gosh but you must know that sometimes , bosan gak. buat benda sama je tiap tiap. but sokayyy as long as i can do the things and my hobby, i can still continue doing it with smile. contohnya cam writing blogs and watch kdramas and reading novels and online until my eyes feel like jumping out from its socket :') yeah yeah i do love my after-spm lyfe. but maybe just for one month kut mereput at best macam ni. I thought bulan Jan ngan Feb nak kerja as a babysitter at my aunt's home taking care of my lil cute cousin but my dad didnt let me to --" of course, he didnt believe his eldest daughter can do that kind of work. siap perli perli lagi huaaaaaa. he even said if my younger sister nak kerja camtuh its okay but me? hahahahahha* and he laugh loudly. okay guys it was really saddening for me :')) but its okay i dont mind anw , at least i can focus to siapkan my driving license (!)

Actually there are too much things on my mind to be change as words but idk where to start. ya know, spm life is very very challenging. it requires you to be really strong indeed. but Alhamdulillah , i had passed it all. but i didnt say that everything that i did were .............. in the correct track. tbh, i screw up my exam papers , I screw all of them. yeah you can say that "yeap, everyone said like that after spm last last result okay je" but i knew what did i do. all of them. i dont know. am just hoping for the best. straight As is too far away now-depends on rezeki. cuak gila bila fikir pasal result ergh okay i will distract myself from thinking about it. Rindu sangat masa struggle dengan SPM ececeh. Rindu kawan kawan je sebenarnya. Rindu dormmates yang kerjanya kuat makan. Tiap tiap malam akan ada jamuan. Biasanya hujung minggu la, parents bwk makanan makan sama sama dalam dorm. Sambil makan tu bincang isu isu semasa ahakszzzz. well girls biasalah. kalau takde makanan sangat everyone keluarkan mknan masing masing yang ada dalam locker , then hah melantak lah. lepas semua kekenyangan baru lah move on study, buat homework. Wah rindunyaaaaaa :') bila lah boleh buat aktiviti tu lagi hahhaha.

Time time holiday ni well phone mesti ada kat tangan je kan. Stalk lah orang ni, orang tu. And i had realized that life dorang kadang kadang dah berbeza dengan sebelum ni. just nak cakap yang well, hidup tu macam roda. kadang kat atas, kadang kat bawah. ceh cliche kan but it is a fact indeed lah. perjalanan hidup ni panjang lagi. dan akuh pun takut gak fikir pasal future ni. kat manalah nanti akuh pergi. jauh ke, dekat ke. course yang akuh minat ke, tak ke. mana nak fikir biasiswa mana nak fikir semua borang universities. gosh - benda tuh yang akan akuh tempuh tak lama dari sekarang. dah besar myna, dah nak masuk 18 pun. everytime cakap ayat macam ni rasa diri ini dah tuaaa :"""") sumpah dah tua hahahaha. sedar lah. 2016 lagi tiga minggu kut.

and i cant stop hoping to. to have a new start. this is just the beginning weyh dont give up. untungnya dengan orang orang yang bahagia huhuhu. sorry im just a normal human being i cant deny this empty feelings. huh. he put her picture again, and they seems to be happy. the question 'why' still doesnt leave my mind yet-but they are happy. these stupid fucking tears still, still falling down through my cheeks, and, yes. they are happy. what are the other words to describe two of you rather than happy? thanks for walking out of my life. at least i know that youre not the one. the facts that im alone while youre so happy kills me-day by day. yes, im still trying to forget. the process of healing takes time-because im not the person who is really cheap in the matter of love. i hope i can let myself out of this but it aint easy. and to let myself out, i need myself in. in? yes, i mean to be really strong. okay wth am i writing this ok not cool

Since seven days ago, I've been in my own world not that super fantasy one but a world that I created myself. Last week, it was my 17th birthday. I did get lots of wishes from my batch mates and they were so unpredictable. I would never expect each of them to wish for me so literally it happened. Before I left the school, I requested to my friend (my fav girl in the world) to write a post to me and it was published on my birthday. I was really shocked. I nearly cried when I read it. It was so well written and she wrote it perfectly. I could never ask for more than her beautiful and honest words.

oh yes, and thanks for the words babe ( yang atas ni ) eheks i take that as a compliment hihihi *ketawa sopan*   but ya know, no biggie lah. anything for my friend ^^ ( dah cakap harituh i fell in love with sehun , nampak cam kau tak kesah so i can continue my lavh wit him yayerzzz ) 

thats all for this time. i know its a lil bit macam serabut tetiba emo tetiba suka tetiba balas pujian ahakzs sorry . i'll do better next time okay? stay tunedddddd guyz ! 

late night survivor,

(sbb tgk kdrama huhuhuhu)

mynn

Sing For December.

Assalamualaikum. Peace be upon you earthlings.

Kemain kan tajuk. Tuh senanya nak tiru lagu Exo sempena bulan ni. "Sing For You". Best lagu tuh slow je. Lyrics pun deep gila but lain kali lah share. So what are you up to guys? I totally knew that I havent update this blog for a very very very long time. Sorry guys. Sometimes Im too absorb my kemalasan ( omg nak tetiba teringat ada orang panggil akuh lazy ass. tak guna ngat :')) sometimes dah nak tulis tetibe internet buat hal , saket hati gellss la. sometimes, akuh busy. Yah you know the DEADLY SPM.  now its over yeayyyyyy i can mereput at home like a free bird yeay. gosh but you must know that sometimes , bosan gak. buat benda sama je tiap tiap. but sokayyy as long as i can do the things and my hobby, i can still continue doing it with smile. contohnya cam writing blogs and watch kdramas and reading novels and online until my eyes feel like jumping out from its socket :') yeah yeah i do love my after-spm lyfe. but maybe just for one month kut mereput at best macam ni. I thought bulan Jan ngan Feb nak kerja as a babysitter at my aunt's home taking care of my lil cute cousin but my dad didnt let me to --" of course, he didnt believe his eldest daughter can do that kind of work. siap perli perli lagi huaaaaaa. he even said if my younger sister nak kerja camtuh its okay but me? hahahahahha* and he laugh loudly. okay guys it was really saddening for me :')) but its okay i dont mind anw , at least i can focus to siapkan my driving license (!)

Actually there are too much things on my mind to be change as words but idk where to start. ya know, spm life is very very challenging. it requires you to be really strong indeed. but Alhamdulillah , i had passed it all. but i didnt say that everything that i did were .............. in the correct track. tbh, i screw up my exam papers , I screw all of them. yeah you can say that "yeap, everyone said like that after spm last last result okay je" but i knew what did i do. all of them. i dont know. am just hoping for the best. straight As is too far away now-depends on rezeki. cuak gila bila fikir pasal result ergh okay i will distract myself from thinking about it. Rindu sangat masa struggle dengan SPM ececeh. Rindu kawan kawan je sebenarnya. Rindu dormmates yang kerjanya kuat makan. Tiap tiap malam akan ada jamuan. Biasanya hujung minggu la, parents bwk makanan makan sama sama dalam dorm. Sambil makan tu bincang isu isu semasa ahakszzzz. well girls biasalah. kalau takde makanan sangat everyone keluarkan mknan masing masing yang ada dalam locker , then hah melantak lah. lepas semua kekenyangan baru lah move on study, buat homework. Wah rindunyaaaaaa :') bila lah boleh buat aktiviti tu lagi hahhaha.

Time time holiday ni well phone mesti ada kat tangan je kan. Stalk lah orang ni, orang tu. And i had realized that life dorang kadang kadang dah berbeza dengan sebelum ni. just nak cakap yang well, hidup tu macam roda. kadang kat atas, kadang kat bawah. ceh cliche kan but it is a fact indeed lah. perjalanan hidup ni panjang lagi. dan akuh pun takut gak fikir pasal future ni. kat manalah nanti akuh pergi. jauh ke, dekat ke. course yang akuh minat ke, tak ke. mana nak fikir biasiswa mana nak fikir semua borang universities. gosh - benda tuh yang akan akuh tempuh tak lama dari sekarang. dah besar myna, dah nak masuk 18 pun. everytime cakap ayat macam ni rasa diri ini dah tuaaa :"""") sumpah dah tua hahahaha. sedar lah. 2016 lagi tiga minggu kut.

and i cant stop hoping to. to have a new start. this is just the beginning weyh dont give up. untungnya dengan orang orang yang bahagia huhuhu. sorry im just a normal human being i cant deny this empty feelings. huh. he put her picture again, and they seems to be happy. the question 'why' still doesnt leave my mind yet-but they are happy. these stupid fucking tears still, still falling down through my cheeks, and, yes. they are happy. what are the other words to describe two of you rather than happy? thanks for walking out of my life. at least i know that youre not the one. the facts that im alone while youre so happy kills me-day by day. yes, im still trying to forget. the process of healing takes time-because im not the person who is really cheap in the matter of love. i hope i can let myself out of this but it aint easy. and to let myself out, i need myself in. in? yes, i mean to be really strong. okay wth am i writing this ok not cool

Since seven days ago, I've been in my own world not that super fantasy one but a world that I created myself. Last week, it was my 17th birthday. I did get lots of wishes from my batch mates and they were so unpredictable. I would never expect each of them to wish for me so literally it happened. Before I left the school, I requested to my friend (my fav girl in the world) to write a post to me and it was published on my birthday. I was really shocked. I nearly cried when I read it. It was so well written and she wrote it perfectly. I could never ask for more than her beautiful and honest words.

oh yes, and thanks for the words babe ( yang atas ni ) eheks i take that as a compliment hihihi *ketawa sopan*   but ya know, no biggie lah. anything for my friend ^^ ( dah cakap harituh i fell in love with sehun , nampak cam kau tak kesah so i can continue my lavh wit him yayerzzz ) 

thats all for this time. i know its a lil bit macam serabut tetiba emo tetiba suka tetiba balas pujian ahakzs sorry . i'll do better next time okay? stay tunedddddd guyz ! 

late night survivor,

(sbb tgk kdrama huhuhuhu)

mynn